Seer

I have two friends.LEt say the first one is MR.J and the second is MR.K.

Mr.J was the new student, same as me. He was the closest and knew best of me than other person is the school. Although he was new, he always the top student.Although he is lazy, but he is smart pious, and full of knowledge. I like him and admire him a lot.

The second is Mr.K. He was also smarter than me but a little bit arrogant. I did not like him. He always wanted to compete with Mr.J because he want to be the number one. Although he is hard-headed and impolite, I admire his hardworking. He always strive to become the best so that he will be the best, and rarely I saw him online in Facebook. STudy I guest.

Based on the two fellows, there are many things that we can take as an inspiration to become successful. No matter you like or hate a person, you still can take their good values in order to improve ourselves. And the two friend of mine have the same principle since the school. They have not change their styles,their appearances and their standings, in spite of far away from their guardians. I'm a total contradiction of both of them.

Haven you feel that, not everyone like you?
haven you know that there are people who might hate you?

This is the reality of life. not everything are perfect; not everything are like what we want it to be.
For sure, some people around us dislike us in a certain part. Some doesn't like the way others speaking, the way they dress and the most part is their personalities.
Everybody is not perfect, we are just a human with tonnes of weaknesses. It depends on people surrounding whether to accept us or not. And for some cases, we should accept people the way they are because those are their unchangeable natures.

That is what happens when everybody becomes too judgmental, tend to critique and extremely stereotyping each others. Why can't we live in a piece and harmony society, without any hidden feeling of anger towards others? Becomes more transparent?
This is the 'nature' of our Eastern culture which is more conservative in expressing feelings. We tends to hide the dissatisfactory. If the anger can't be manage, the effects are more terrible.

Love and hate are concrete feelings

This is a day that make my mood goes down. Firstly, the EAL/D speech. I think I've against my nature of quietness because I speak too much but there are no points. In fact, it just a humiliating mumbling that shouldn't be done.

The second is the physics test. There are some mistakes that I've done and a feel sorry with myself.

1. overconfident: working too fast, lack of recheck.
   
2. wrong significant figures: thing that kills most.
3. no square sign: the lame careless, shouldn't be done.

Sudah lama beliau x menulis blog. Biase ar...bizi dgn sesuatu makhluk ciptaan orang Australia yang dinamakan AUSMAT. bende alah ni banyak memberi keje, ASSingment dan sewaktu dgnnya. nasib baek selepas je trip Tioman mgu lepas, keje EAL/D dah hantar. ouh yah..bercherita tentang tioman.. trip tersebut merupakan pengalaman paling best dalam hidup. terasa lbih dekat dgn ahli batch. Kalau dulu, xpenah bertegur tapi sekarang dah bleh bersapa. Almaklumlah.. kene bekerja dalam group. Berbincang n bekerjasama menyelesaikan masalah. Ketika berada di pulau yang terpencil ini, kita dapat melihat pelbagai jenis gelagat manusia. Ada yang kita sangka begini tetapi sebenarnya begitu. Ada juga yang dalam jangkaan kita. Tetapi apa yang penting ialah pengalaman yang kita perolehj dapat menjadi pengajaran kepada kita untuk mengharungi kehidupan kita yang panjang dang penuh dengan slekoh drift...

Expectation kami terhadap tioman adalah tinggi pada mulanya.Kami menginap di resort kampung paya dan mendapati kawasannya xlah sehebat mane. Hanya ada beberapa kedai dan beberapa rumah. satu jeti. WTF.... ini je ke tioman?

Ma telefon. dye tye: xpegi semayang jumaat ke?
aku: xpegi. Masjid xde. orang tioman xsmayang jumaat kot...

ha3...memang btol.kg paya xde surau. sebab ia hanya sebahagian kecik je dari tioman. Dan aku tersilap ini membuktikan kesilapan aku kerana menganggap tioman adalah sekecil kg. Paya.


muka mengantuk pabila sampai jeti
pukul 4 pagi.bersama roomate chalet, Hardie dan Hamiz l












namun, aktiviti semakin best pabila dapat snorkelling dan pegi ke kawasan kawasan lain pulau untuk shoping (walaupun aku xsuka perjalanan bot sebab aku mabuk laut, muntah banyak kali) memang benar, Tioman agak besar. banyak kawasan menarik, cuma satu je aku xsuke.. Pemandu bot tu nampak cam melayu (then islam kot), tapi togak arak depan kitorang, perlajar2 kolej yang tahu apa itu arak dan apa itu haram. namun, apakan daya. Sape la kite nak tegur dorang. xpasal2 kene halau dari bot. patutla xbunyi azan n xde semayang jumaat.Penduduk pon camtu.



p/s: pengalaman ini banyak membuka mata aku tentang banyak perkara. dan baru aku sedar orang nampak aku sebagai seorang selamba cool tetapi slow...ha3.. tetapi apa yang penting ialah trip ini telah membuatkan aku release tension dgn semua perkara yang belaku.